Had
a Day at work. Not so much stuff to do as our dept. head wanted to talk
to me about the Incident between my 2 coworkers on Fri. I gave her a
Just The Facts recounting. Told her how I usually keep those 2 separated
& act as a go-between, but I've been exhausted lately & have
given up. She said to come to her w/personnel issues in the future. I
hope nobody gets fired...
At home I gave up on everything & went driving & crying. Too much stuff: Work, worry, anger, anger, shame, idiocy, immaturity, & politics. Bad combo. Don't want to be cynical like Mom, but want to be sane enough to get my good sense of character back, like Dad. I found I'm still quite messed up.
Drove Greenspring Valley Rd.- Reisterstown Rd. - Rt. 30 - ended up in Manchester, MD. Sign said Hanover, PA 17mi. So WTF! I kept going.
Long drive later in Hanover. Stopped at a Sheetz to look at a map, set phone nav to go home, took Rt. 216 most of the way. Sloooowwww. Plus construction on Rt. 83. Exited at Padonia Rd. - Falls Rd. - 83 again - home. Here I am typing at you.
At home I gave up on everything & went driving & crying. Too much stuff: Work, worry, anger, anger, shame, idiocy, immaturity, & politics. Bad combo. Don't want to be cynical like Mom, but want to be sane enough to get my good sense of character back, like Dad. I found I'm still quite messed up.
Drove Greenspring Valley Rd.- Reisterstown Rd. - Rt. 30 - ended up in Manchester, MD. Sign said Hanover, PA 17mi. So WTF! I kept going.
Long drive later in Hanover. Stopped at a Sheetz to look at a map, set phone nav to go home, took Rt. 216 most of the way. Sloooowwww. Plus construction on Rt. 83. Exited at Padonia Rd. - Falls Rd. - 83 again - home. Here I am typing at you.
